He goes by many names. You may know him as Rome, Ba-Rom, Christian Yu, or most famously as DPR IAN.
Korean-Australian singer, DPR IAN, recently released his new album Dear Insanity that explores his experience on getting diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and how it affected his self-perception and his music.
Bipolar disorder is a mood disorder. Someone with bipolar can plunge into depression and then swing into manic highs.
In an interview with The Zach Sang Show, IAN shared his earlier experiences with bipolar disorder:
“As I was hitting puberty, I had mood swings. And I just thought it was this whole puberty thing for everyone. But mine was a little bit more, I guess, manic. That’s how I found out I had bipolar disorder.”
IAN felt that he needed to “fix” his disorder.
But is there any way to “fix” this?
During his treatment, IAN found that music was a way he could express his feelings.
He shared that sometimes bouts of low moods contributes to some of his best works like Mito, where Ian used the character Mito to explore and better understand the symptoms that he was experiencing
He also realised that telling people around him that he is going through a manic episode helps with managing difficult periods. He found a community of loving people who helped him through his mood swings which made things a lot easier.
Over-relying on your disorder
However, IAN admitted that being reliant on his lows for creation is not a healthy coping mechanism.
“In the beginning, I only knew how to use this when I was high. When I got older, I started channelling that when I was in my lows and I think that’s when it got dangerous.”
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